Sitting here,in the dark
the pain of the memory
still sits in my head,making me
want to yell at myself for what I did

The pain drives me insane
"I had to do it,I said to myself"
But something says I didn't
Something told me not to

Blood's on my hands,knife on the floor
you're on the floor,trying to breathe
and stop the bleeding,but it pours
Mind racing,hands clinch,so confused

It comes back,like it was yesterday
coming home,you yelling at me
grabbing a knife,stabbing you in the neck
over and over,it comes in my head

You said that you wanted to love me forever
But all you did was cause me pain and agony
and I told you it was over between us
But you insisted on coming back to me

The night was cold and rainy
You pushed my limits way too far
You come stumbling in the house,drunk off your ass
Clintching onto the knife,I stab you in the neck

You yell at me, and call me a bitch, as I continously stab you in the neck
You said,"I love you",to me one last time
You fall to the floor,blood flowing out of your neck
I just look at you in disgust and dispear

Of all the pain and agony that you sent me
You don't realize what you did to me,hurt me inside
You just thought it was a game,that you could just sit there
And play me like I was a little toy

Well my dear,for you now
You bleed on the floor
as I sit here now
And laugh at you

(this isn't to anyone that truly holds my heart. but honestly its about someone that had my heart once, and he really did hurt me. not just once but twice. comment plz. ^.^)