Wishing you were still here
On this earth makes me hurt
Dying inside slowly
Time is racing
Wanting to say I love you again
But knowing that I can't see you
or feel your cold hands

How do I say that I need you?
Knowing that you need me
Knowing that I need you
Baby tell me how I'm suppose to?

Thinking of you since the last time
You always know how to keep my mind clear

The past seems to come back
Everytime I speak to you..
think of you..
look at your picture..
It comes back to me

I don't know what to think
I'm happy for you now
I'm happy for me now

Pain,grief,agony
I don't understand
The pain you caused
The grief you gave
The agony you bled

Why did you do that?
I'm so lost with thoughts
You say one thing but
Then switches it around

Sitting here thinking of all the things
You did for me in the past year
And honestly honey,I feel broken
I don't know if it's because
I haven't been able to see you

The nights grow longer
The days grow shorter
days go by,weeks go by
Months turn into years

Everytime I think of you
I wish I was beside you
Holding you,kissing you

Sitting here,in the dark
the pain of the memory
still sits in my head,making me
want to yell at myself for what I did

The pain drives me insane
"I had to do it,I said to myself"

my love, my heart, my soul
that's what I give to you in
every dream that I see you
and you promise me everytime
that you will hold it forever and always

my love, my heart, my soul

Missing you is killing me inside
you don't know how much you
meant to me and i know i took that away
if i could i would take you back in a heartbeat
cause without you im nothing im dead inside

Tears fall,she sits in the dark
wondering if she will ever get
back what she lost that one time

Does he not realize that he hurt
her from the inside out of her body

I feel you in my dreams
I sence you when I fear
I dont know how to get
You out of my mind or thoughts
But somehow you are
Trying to tell me something
That happened four years ago

Can no one see her,or hear her cry
Can no one see that she's sad from
The pain he has caused her everyday
Doesn't anyone understand the reason
Why she cries at night for her warrior to

Running and hiding
feeling my heart beat faster
trying to look back to see
if you are still back there

Seeing nothing but woods
wondering where you are
knowing something is chasing me

It's time my dear
for me to say goodbye
the pain inside hurts so much
God wants me to come
Grandpa wants me to come

It's time my dear
for me to go home
for the pain to go away for good

Crying at night to hide the pain
wondering if he really means what he says
knowing love is hard but its even harder
when two people can't see each other everyday