Summertime

I'm gonna try...
Try to be who I want to be
Try to not let you bring me down
Try to make my life how i feel it should
Try to be free...

Life comes and goes inside me,
A new person each day.

Summertime with nothing to do but, think...
Think of what I've done to myself.
Think of what I've done to her...
Think of how in a different time and place things would be better or worse.

Summertime means freedom..
We've moved on, better lives await us...
So why do I not want to let go?
Why can't I forget who she was before?
Why is that the only part of her I can remember?

She was a part of me.
But then I lost her.

She cries and weeps.
Day after day,
Night after night,
Because of a guy she left us all for,
Who will undoubtingly break her heart...