My head aches,
My soul creeps,
My light dies away,
My security diminishes,
But how can I leave you?

What can I do?
You always win,
Why should I try?

I love you,
Truely I do,
But I hate you for who you are and what you do,
Every night you become someone more terrifying then the devil himself.

I will not be like you,
I will not kill others,
I will not hurt peoples identity,
I will learn from you,
And I will not stoop to your level.

You have killed my insides,
But my outside shows a hard wall.
With this wall I wait and protect myself as well as possible,
You can't get me now.
Why?
Because I will survive.