I know you know
You pretend it never happened
But i know you know
You smile telling me it never happened
Yours eyes telling me never to mention those words
I open my mouth but nothing comes out
My silence tells of my shame and guilt
My eyes once bright have lost their glow
He took away me from me
Now he is gone he takes my family with him
All the love a mother has for a child
The laughter once shared between siblings
They look at me and i know they know
Not one word ever said
My heart is crying out speak to me
Dont brush me aside like the mess you want no-one to see
I lost you the day i lost me
Never to feel love again
Just shame and guilt are my friends
Someone hear my cry and set me free
God you shined your light on my life
You gave my silence a voice
I will tell my story, my shame and guilt are no more
I will let the world know you destroyed me once
But now i am fixed
I pray for you mother
Be free break your silence
I know you know
I know too, i lived it , it was my life
But now i am free shame and guilt will hold my lips no more
Whever you are laughing at the lives you have wrecked
I forgive you because i forgave me
I am building what you have destroyed
I know you know whever you are what you did to me
Keep your shame and guilt
My voice sings a new song and my eyes are like the stars
But i will always know waht you did to me