I didn't care before
Who understood me or not
I never wanted or expexted understanding
Never needed an ear to hear my voice
It was all inside my pain, my hurt
I never wanted anyone to understand
The i met you and now i do
Want someone to get me
To make me belive that i am not as messed up as i think
That would prove i am normal
All the things that happened to me i could forget
Cause you understanding me means i am normal
You the person i love unconditionally with all my heart
You could make me normal
My past would not matter anymore
Your understanding me means you would be capable of true love
But you dont understand me
The idea of you loving me is just a fairy tale
A story to tell the broken hearted
I dont blame you i blame me
I wanted so badly to belive that you could love me all of me
I dont know what to say
I am tierd of crying of trying to understand
I just expect this is the life dealt to me