Loads of letters and words flying around in my head
I am trying to make sense of it all
I am so confused
Slow down my subconsious shouts to the letters that are racing round

I didn't care before
Who understood me or not
I never wanted or expexted understanding
Never needed an ear to hear my voice
It was all inside my pain, my hurt

Save me from the destruction of the world
I pray save me from myself
I stand back and watch the world before me
Children killing children
The hate in people's eyes
Everyone cares for themsleves

I sit quietly and listen
I can hear the raindrops playing me a song
Drip,drip,drop,drip.drop
Playing my pain on the tin roof top
Each drop in time with my heart breaking

I sit quietly and listen
I can hear the raindrops playing me a song
Drip,drip,drop,drip.drop
Playing my pain on the tin roof top
Each drop in time with my heart breaking

I sit quietly and listen
I can hear the raindrops playing me a song
Drip,drip,drop,drip.drop
Playing my pain on the tin roof top
Each drop in time with my heart breaking

I sit quietly and listen
I can hear the raindrops playing me a song
Drip,drip,drop,drip.drop
Playing my pain on the tin roof top
Each drop in time with my heart breaking

No-one will ever no what i feel
The pain i hid behind my smile
The laughter that hides my tears
The words of encouragement that i wisper to my child
That i cant tell myself

I know you know
You pretend it never happened
But i know you know
You smile telling me it never happened
Yours eyes telling me never to mention those words

When i was alone with no-one to care for me
You were there to comfort me
When there was nothing left to live for
You showed me your face
I was lonely with no-one to love me

Why am i still here
Why are you still here
Your expectations will never be met in me
Why are you still here
I can never be who you want me to be
So why are you still here

Today i believe in love
Till hurt cuts through my heart
Today i can see the sushine in my life
Till the cloud of pain cover over like a baby with a blanket
Today i trusted you

You want me to speak your way
Be heard when you want to hear me
Well i wont
These are my words, my feelings
I refuse to feel how you feel
Or speak the words you want me to say

Your not listening to me
I am telling you i have a problem
But your not listening to me
I am broken, i need help
Its not okay, i am not fine
I need help, i am not coping

You say you understand
But you dont
You look into my eyes
Day after day but you dont see me
I talk but my words mean nothing to you
You listen but you dont understand