They say if you give up kingdoms,
you inherit the eternal one.
And I ,a poor woman had none to give

I accepted the agape love,
did not hesitate...just a few years for what are a couple of years to the author of timelessness,i thought.

That year..a silent seed was sown..something..perhaphs a light,it wavered but burnt faithfully to dispel the darkness within,for tho the light was faint,it was enough to tear the darkness apart.

The light began exposing the dust and the grime collected over a period of time...there were traces of hatred built to a solid mould,envy in some corner,rancour unfolded,languishing in wait for revenge..mockery...a feelin..a thought tho fleeting had covered deep recesses....

As the light pierced thru the grime ,one treasure after another burnt down...Oh those treasures i had collected over the years had built kingdoms within.

I moaned in anguish and found myself saying..

"have your way LORD!"

Deprived of those things i had called my own..robbed of every possession,i stood exposed yet glad that the liight had touched my soul...
bereft of my kingdom,position,pride,name,language,creed I stand and ask...

Who am I in You ,Christ?

i hear a gentle voice within me say

"you are the apple of my eyes"