My Fault

In the still of the night it looms, its way of ever knowing
The wisps of wind and chilling air you feel it ever blowing
My bones they ache from head to toe, and sometimes feel so brittle
My tattered clothes and worn out shoes and blankets do so little

I feel so bad and broken hearted, with my life the way it is
And look at friends I used to have, to them it just a whiz
To live and laugh and feel so good, the feeling I know nothing
They see my face they see my pain and I feel like absconding

If only they could see within, they would see the sorrow
And then they would understand why I am afraid to face tomorrow
The pain I feel the guilt I have and the never ending heartaches
I guess it is my entire fault as I reflect, that I never received life’s breaks