Feels like a stain.Like some drops of liquor,all over the bathroom floor.
Insults my sight,can't watch anymore.
I missed my train to heaven,so I'll have to hit
the road.
chorus:And if I sleep and never wake up,please don't tell my mom about the pills
And if I die before I'm awake,promise that you'll hold the tears.
It always made me feel alright,don't need smokes anymore,no.Neither booze can keep me standing,not even for an hour.
I like to hit the shower and place a razor on my wrists,then trying hard to decide...Am I brave enough for this?
I always cut but never deep enough,to stop feeling like shit.
chorus:And if I sleep and never wake up,please don't tell my mom about the pills
And if I die before I'm awake,promise that you'll hold the tears. X2
Life's a game that's what they say,go to school
and get a job.
Endure and become a rock.Emotions are for little girls,yes love exists but in different worlds.
Teachers say you're not trying but I do
all I can,wasting my energy in things I don't even understand.
That's why meds don't make me up,'cause the problem isn't in my head.
chorus:And if I sleep and never wake up,please don't tell my mom about the pills
And if I die before I'm awake,promise that you'll hold the tears. X3