Beautiful trash

I thought you were so damn special,
a queen,a muse who could be quite the inspiration.
but I see now I was stupid and naive.
You don't deserve my faith neither my attention...

but I promise to be there just to see you grieve.

We both dyed our hair to look tres gothique
and pierced our boobs to play mazochistic.
We both drunk and smoked the same shit that made us sick
and smeared all over our faces the same red lipstick.

You married before me, that rich guy from L.A,
who didn't know shit about our lifestyle and culture.
Doesn't matter 'cause he turned out to be gay
you got all his money, and ensured your bright future.

With all that plastic surgery,you still think you're 19
but I think that without these clothes you'll look just disturbing.
But Hey!Who am I to call this a sin?

I'm not here to moralize,I'm into watching more than saving.

I wish our friends could see you like that,
you who said that you'll never change.
I wonder if you still have something in your heart
that you didn't rearrange.

We both fucked pretty boys just to hear them scream our names
But you bent over just for fame and cash.
We both played the most dangerous games

Face it ,honey,we were beautiful trash!

You little judas you,you crossed me but I don't care.
Next time you see me you'll be begging me to stop,
'cause I learnt the hard way that this world ain't fair.
Chop or be chopped,life's like a butchershop.

I'm the meat that I dare you to try
spiced with salt,pills and dirt.
In situations like this I'm sure you would cry
sheding your tears all over you expensive shirt.

No God is for you and you're not for any God,I think you know...
so you have all the freedom to hurt or manipulate,
act as bad as you can and then have the nerve to take a bow

and then drink until is very very late.

But when you come back,be really careful,better stay home
'cause I'm double the bitch I was before.
So if you want to meet me,better be prepared,you're gonna hate what I've become.

Unlike you I still got the red hair,the black clothes and the attitude
maybe I have a bit more wrinkles but I'm still me!
But even if I did exactly what I should...
I failed 'cause I found the door after I swallowed the key!

Oh! I'll make sure to switch the channel when I see you face on Tv.

We both had our wings,We both tried to fly
just to find out how fast we can crush.
Our only difference is that I stood up to retry,

But face it, honey,we're still beautiful trash