Everyday I

Every day i live, everyday i think, everyday im me. Everyday i think of what goes on around the earth. I think of what i want to do when i grow up, maybe a culinary arts teacher, or an astronomer, or maybe even working with kids, but this is only in my head. Everyday i live my life in hell, trying not to do the stupid things i did. I try not to think about suicide but when i get mad or upset thats the firts thing that comes to my mind. Maybe i will get the guts to pick up the loaded gun and put it to my head and finally end my pain. Im 17 and my life sucks parents dont care no friends no family people diying all the time WHAT AM I DOING HERE ON EARTH i dont understand i have no one for me hate my life

nicely done

your words pull me in, i can feel your pain and your sadness, sometimes life gets better so don't give up

Very well written...

Do not worry you are still young and have a lot of time to decide what to do and realise your purpose on earth.I know that it's hard and bitter now but in the end i know that 'll make the best choice.

#Your faithful murderous lolita#

You should write more like this one

try to express your thoughts,I'd love to read more :)

sorry for being off the site for a while...I've had some problems i had to deal with,im glad that u r ok

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