I would wish the blood would stop running
I would wish that the wound would heal
But it won’t
Every day it starts bleeding again
Every day it starts to hurt again
I can’t understand
So then I start thinking today
So then I start crying today
But never
Never will it help, nothing
Never will it heal, nothing
The emptiness
It’s so hard so intolerable
It’s so evil so killing
But I can’t
I can’t do this, this is nothing
I can’t love this, this is everything
So now
So now
So now
So now

IT STOPS.