I finally realized that we have 2 seperate lives..... mines being innocent and urs being diffrent
I once thought that we would never grow apart

Since this miracle came I feel awoken
At first my life was untouched, choking
This miracle came and helps me through everything
I try to help this miracle but my attempts feel like nothing

Unloved vacous heart already torn apart
Millions of pieces I have but still not together as one
It is okay for anyone to have it
Try to fit the pieces back together again

A little to much to handle this thing you gave me
I'm looked at and ridiculed daily
Crazy as it seems I want to give it back
You tell me it's a gift more like a curse
My spirit is now cracked

I do have feelings
Even if I don't live up to your expectations
Because I am diffrent doesn't mean I should be wasted
Sweet but strong I can stand my place

Quietly and patiently I wait my demise
Untouched by humans but killed by the world
Time flys by me but I grasp no present
Because my life lives in the past

I guess I feel okay today
Well I don't actually feel that way everyday
I'm usually always sad although everyone
else sees me as goofy, crazy, and glad