Perhaps

It’s already late at night
But still I can’t clothe my eyes
I’m trapped in my own mind.
I’m thinking ‘bout the future
And the past that follows behind
Forgetting all I used to remember.
I feel my tears falling
I barely can see what I’m writing.
Perhaps I should stop crying,
Or maybe just stop writing…

I stare out the window,
In the dark pit of the night.
And all I see is
My dreams passing me by,
And my soul goes with them.
Now I’m turning into an empty shell.
Perhaps I should try to catch them,
Or maybe just let them fly…

Everything I have desired,
And everything I wanted to be
Now seems so unreal to me.
Though I know,
Those are the only dreams
I could ever follow!
But will destiny be on my side?
Will I have enough strength to fight?
If only I knew!
Perhaps I should give up…
Perhaps I’m just loosing my mind…