what have i become

Consumed by the image of my beloved
I shattered my mind
In hopes of finding
What caused the destruction of my soul
My dreams of death and despair
Were overshadowed by the scent you bare
The emotions that I my self cut away
Was pushed back into that void that is now my heart
Confused is what I have become
Like an addict the cravings and lust fussed
And corroded my life
Now I dwell in what is now
The vacant the end
Of my existence.