Everyones the same
Because at some point in our lives
We feel fear like a fucking knife
It’s as if waking up from a dream
Not ever again being the same

Looking back on our love
The pain I remember
Almost same real
Am sorry for giving you this hell
I hope you never forgive me
For never understanding the way you feel

All that was left

Why must we all be the same
I just want to be me
Without everyone looking at me so strangely
Just because I like music that screams
And sometimes sounds like noise
But thats my choice

You bring so much pain
Just the image of you are sending me slowly insane
Talking every day with the one I love so much
But so far out of my reach
I could never hope to touch

Bring me a new night
Let this moon shine bright
Replacing my sun
Lets in brace it
Until we are one
Wind blows through my hair
As I run up the hill side
Gliding through the air

I’ll look at it all
And keep smiling
Even as inside am crying
I’ll hide away what this hearts trying to say
I must not let them see my fear or the hurt I feel

You’ve changed my heart
My soul
Even my wishes and my goals
You brought out what hides inside
You’ve seen behind my eyes
Digging into my past
Pealing away the mask
Standing smiling

You smiled as you
Tore my heart apart
Laughing at me
For think these feelings were real
You cast me in your shadows
A predator you hide unrevealed
With no remorse

Alone and scared
Unsure about the feelings I want to share
Watching you from a distance
Trying to get near
But unsure of your answer
In fear of your stare
Not wanting to be rejected

Comparing life to a deck of cards
Isn’t that hard
Am not one of the kings
Who usually are the leaders of any or everything
And are always chosen to do all sorts of things
Am not the queen

So sick of all this torment
And tired of the pain
Can’t remember the last time our conversation didn’t end in screams
So much scars and wounds we've both obtain

Am lost in your eyes
Under neat all the tears
All your worries and fears
Is a girl that’s lonely
A person you've never shown me
In my eyes you same so strong
And I believed it to be true

I came home late
One soundless night
And there she stood cloth less in the moonlight
I became
Hot like a fever
My eyes couldn’t leave her
Moving in closer
We began to transpire

It’s all right
Because you have died in my eyes

What I gave you was my trust
What you returned was just fucked up
You kept repeating the same things

Staring at the sun
Crows dance in the sky
I stand gazing at my past
Am I going to slow or to fast
Light shining in a different direction
Should I move with it or make my stand