Dearest Wolfwind

So certain am I that in meeting you in person would mean willfully surrendering myself to a love few of pure heart have ever known.
The depth, intensity,and sincerity that exists within your physical being is not questioned by I, and certainly not by ones closest to you.
Unexplainable, Unfair, Unimaginable,Unbelievable,are a few choice words that begin to describe how a beautiful woman such as you, has not found the one deserving of the many gifts you bear.

Truth - Just after introducing ourselves to one another, I found myself overwhelmed by feelings of a lost connection very relative to my well being, purpose,
happiness and saneness, one so much a part of me and lost for the duration of this lifetime.
Not often if ever does one find their selves connecting on all levels with such certainty, within simply moments I had fallen deeply for you, unlike all others I have ever loved, ( few ).
Your physical appearance was irrelevant, you spoke directly to my heart before and after your photos, with a passion unsurpassed by all that had come before you, ( very few )
Sexually you were able to drive me to the heights of human and animal desire.
From those days forward I have wanted or needed no other, I have thought of you both day and night without fail, you frequent my dreams often, I want not to wake for I feel that I am finally home.
From this day and all prior days I could spend the rest of my life with you and want for nothing more than another sunrise to follow.
Fate showed itself when we were so very close to holding one another and much, much more.
Would this meeting have come to reality, we would be together now, never would I have left you until my last breath was exhaled.
I cannot express enough what you mean to me, the language of love I speak has been held in reserve to grace your ears only.
My wants ,needs, desires,and contentment can only be found close to you.
I have spent an entire lifetime pleasing others at the expense of my own happiness, the demons I have conquered, the trash I have taken out, the falls I have broke, the hearts I have mended while my own bleeds.
If I were glass, broken would be a compliment compared to the shattered fragments that I am.
I hide my feelings well , once again for the sake of others, choosing to bury the blade that wounds me ever deeply with a twist and a withheld sigh.
Often times I would like to shut out the world that exists around me and focus on what I truly deserve, have searched endlessly for and need,
THE ONE DESTINED TO COMPLETE THIS MANS JOURNEY,the one who calls to me, the one who waits, Wolfwind
You remain the only one that speaks to my heart, and eases my pain.
I will find my way back to you and forever cast out the darkness that traces my every move.

Darkofnight a.k.a. Lightninstrikes

TO BE CONTINUED.................................