it is but a clock speaking to you
watching the clock is watching life slip away
life diminishing after each tick and every tock
tick-tock---tick-tock your life is now less

it is but a clock speaking to you
watching the clock is watching life slip away
life diminishing after each tick and every tock
tick-tock---tick-tock your life is now less

ROSES PLANTED IN THE EARTH
A WOMAN NEXT DOOR GIVING BIRTH
JUST ANOTHER DAY IN THIS TOWN
A LOVELY NIGHT, NOT ONE SOULD WILL FROWN
IN GODS LOVING WORLD CALLED EARTH

perplex scenery of endless thought
it is my escape
my place of solitude
where thoughts are no longer jumbled
it is on top of this mountain
that the world now makes sense

a text from the one i love
she was sent to me from the man above
i adore this girl with all my heart
i hate the lonely days we are apart
she is all that i ever think of

SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM MY DEMENTED SOUL!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING WRONG
IT SEEMS EVERY CHOICE I MAKE SENDS ME AND THOSE AROUND CRASHING TO THE GROUND!!

WHY DONT I UNDERSTAND THIS WORLD THAT I LIVE IN
what the hell is wrong with my demented soul
THESE EVIL DEMONS ARE CONTROLLING ME
i dont want to listen
BUT THEY ARE MAKING ME OBEY

longing for her heart
i hate to see us apart
but there is something that stands in the way
it is nothing more than a meaningless number
begging her to not stay away

What is life but a test to see how much one can withstand?

Enduring pain is one of gods cruelest gifts,
yet without pain one could not feel love.

Caring and Loving

I am a caring and loving person
I wonder constantly what she thinks of me
I hear her voice in my head
I see her beautiful face in my dreams

fate:
unable to change its course,
an unforgivable force.
give to us by the man upstairs
while thinking, "let us see who cares"
but does he realize i care about fate's course

THOUGHTS SCREAMING IN MY HEAD,
WISHING I WAS NOT DEAD.
CAN NO ONE SEE ME?
HEAR ME?
OR EVEN FEEL ME?
WHY WHY WHY?
OH GOD, WHY DID I HAVE TO DIE?

what is life?

a test to see how much we can withstand
god rarily lending a helping hand
how much more can i take
before i just throw in the rake?
how much more can i withstand?