You don't understand..........

I will drop every thing for you but you don't understand....
I have put my life on hold we still don't have the time...
that others take for granite I can't even find,
I refuse to take this back seat again....
I have earned my worth,
When I reach for that time
you always pull it away,
turn your back and look away,
maybe in time you will see
why I say you don't
understand..........