Wow, I wouldn't know how to act... if it wasn't so sad, that thought would have me rotfl.... I am sure the last thing she is worried about is what ever I am going through.
Yea, she was chasing another guy the whole time and I didn't know it, man, when she got him, she was done with me.I guess I was just a fool and I am now paying the price. But don't laugh when I say its getting better(after reading a write like this), I use hurt everyday like this, now its once every week or two. I am not a drinker by nature, atleast not at my age, but I use to hit the bottle hard when I would get home, everyday just to deal with this. I wrote a post about it, of course I was drunk when I wrote it, I may re-post it (it was one of those 90 I took off). For me, I think that was bottom. I don't want to forget what bottom looks like, I didn't like being there. Wanda, Wanda, Wanda, there is not a doubt in my mind she should be chasing your ass,lol.
It takes time to get past a hurt like that, I am glad to hear your gonna leave up your posts. Even after you get past this you should leave them. Later-Lee