at her and I was enjoying it just fine until he showed up! (the same guy she really picked!) lol.... Even tho it was a little sad, when I woke up I could not help but laugh at it a bit, you know in the way like "what are you gonna do" or "it could only happen to me" (that I get rejected by the same girl, the same way...in a Dream? lol) when in reality it happens to most everybody(well maybe not the dream....).
So when I woke up, I could not help but find it some what funny.
Linda, its my dream! Can I not have it go my way... in my own flipping dream?!? lol. I was not planning on writing about this but I could not get it out of my head and, when I started I thought about Ricklovin and what I learned from him, to be open and real with my feelings, not being afraid of where that may take me, thus, the reason I capped the title the way I did. Thanks Linda, for your kind comments and hanging in there with my writes even though they seem to be centered around this situation, You know I had promised her a love story behind a painting, and somewhere in all this mess there is one, Thanks again-Lee

for you, on your post... but I wanted to say thank you for reading this. The pain your going through you are not going to find healing overnight, I know your pain, at one time I did not think I would ever heal either, and I have not, completely, but I have begun, take care-Lee

Yea it was kinda funny... Man there was not even any sex involve, I was just admiring her beauty, yep even in my flipping dream. Uh the painting is kind of a long story, I didn't actually do the painting myself, but there is a painting involved, lol, I also wrote a greeting in one of her birthday cards in french, I don't know a lick of french... I wrote it in english, then had someone translate it, bought two identical cards, and of course, messed up the first one right off the bat, but in my hand writing, got the second one right, (Man that took a lot of practice).Anyway, I knew you would get it, thanks for the comments-Lee