I wrote this a long time ago, it of course was based on a specific event, I have trouble writing in fiction. But I thought it was too short to post, would not stand on its own. I revisited this write last night, and cut two more lines out, after thinking it was too short lol, But it does capture that moment in time I had two years ago. Thanks for your kind words-Lee

You have such a big heart... I never wrote anything til I join this site, I started because of her and recently started speaking to her again, I somewhat wish I had not, there are just so many un-answered questions.... it has just been a really painful experience. I still enjoy reading on this site, trying to keep up with what everybody is writing about.. I just have not felt inspired to write anything lately... Your kind words has meant so much to me during this time, as well as Rick and Jewel, and so many people. I have tried to reach out to people here cause I know how much it has meant to me. Whew a broken heart is so hard to deal with when everyday you have to deal with reminders of it. Anyway I sometimes go through my older post and read your comments, and they always seem to pick me up, Thank you for all your supportive words, take care-Lee