in my head
a room with no windows
a locked door

disjointed
strobe flashes
still images and

sound and motion

I hear you breathing

standing above me
fingers on my hair
I shake

let me

your lips
curse
command or

you on the plywood floor
yesyesyes
don't stop please don't ever stop

sweetest sensations
a ghost
a memory

in your arms or
at your knees

in your eyes

only
here you are mine