false notion

i have regretted many in my life
specially falling for someone
it is difficult to repose
but it is true
i dreamed of him day and night
dreams were so full of him i could not think

and now when i look out the window
just to still have a glimse of him
something stops me
it questions me
'What is the point? He does not feel the same for you'
but still my heart thumps harder when i see him pass

love not lost
love not found
love is still floating in the air
it is not with me
i hope it could fly like a bird
away from me
coz i do not think it is meant for me!!!