And it’s all that I can do,
to imagine kissing you.
Caught in different worlds;
my sad soul sliced in two.

Longing fills my veins,
opening unhealed pain.
Guilt curls around my heart,
and true confusion reigns.

And the greatest fear,
while you are far from here,
is the company you keep,
while others hold you near.

A jealousy I can’t negate,
in this mental state.
And I don’t deserve either man,
but I can’t choose either fate.