Whispered Shouting
light the way
a candle of hope
in my hour of dark,
a breath of belief
when I can't find my heart,
a source of love
where there's none,
chasing a trail of broken promises
trust all but gone,
peace a pastime I wishfully need
faint traces of faith I want to believe,
whispered shouting as lies start rising
cold and destroyed I watch
as inside I start crying.
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Jewel
I hope you feel you better. Crying on the inside and feeling muted pain hurts.
I do in some ways
then feel bad in others, it's just difficult-don't know what to feel at the moment :P thanks neo buddy, for reading :) ♥
Neo's right
Jewell , its never good to keep these feelings inside. I have found that talking in a group of people with similar feelings/problems always helped.
I know writing about it helps, but talking is even better. Hang in there :)
"It ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to." W.C. Fields
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I know I should do that
but gawd I hate talking about how I feel-people alway have to prise my emotions out of me then they only get muddled :P thank you Ron, I've a strong rope to hang on to! :) ♥
Jewel,
I know what it's like to hang on by a thread; a sanctuary that vanishes and reappears instantaneously. And I know it's not fun. Tell someone about it; you can even use hypotheticals, but I promise it'll make you feel better. Somehow I personally just feel that if my issues can find a home even in the back of someone's memory, then that will help me heal.
I guess
no matter how many times you try and lock a probem away, something always comes to the surface huh :P thank you for that Moeri :) ♥