I'm sick of being treated
Like a piece of piss,
I'm sick and tired of feeling like this
No better than a stupid twit.
I've had enough of being walked on
Of always being second-best,
The reliable, taken for granted one,
The one everyone turns to
When all else have lost interest.
I know I'm better than what you say
I'm worth more than what you treat me,
I'm tired of feeling used, day after day,
I'm better than what you beat me.
I'm sick of crying tears
Tears you don't deserve,
I'm sick of feeling fears
Of you and your stupid words.
I don't want to be like this
Forever biting my tongue
Until my mouth's covered in blood
More pain I know yet to come.
I don't want to scrabble around
Looking for something to mend
My heart and my head, still by myself
Deserted by my friends.
Do you really think I'm that thick
Giving off your sweet-nothing lines,
Do you really think I'm that dumb
To believe them, time after time?
You treat me like dirt
Regarding me with scorn,
You haven't a clue how much it hurts
Or maybe you do, and that's why you continue this way
Making me wish I wasn't alive
Each day that dawns.
You call me pathetic, a dozy cow
And you say that's all right,
But if I did it to you
You'd beat me black and blue
Even though you know it's something I don't like.
You duff and abuse me
Hit and confuse me,
The way you behave
I want to be saved,
I want to live
I want to breath again,
I know you can't have the rainbow
Without a little rain,
I know you can't have love
Without a lot of pain,
But I don't want to do this any more
No more playing emotional mind games,
Because I'm not doing it
I'm done with no respect
I'm done with no one to make me feel secure
I'm not doing it, I've had enough of it,
I'm not going through this again
That's for sure.