They said it was suicide
When I heard, it was like I was collapsing inside,
All I could feel was my heart breaking
My whole body was aching and aching.

You disappeared
I watched you die
You joined mum
Up there in the sky.

You wanted to
That much I knew
You said you couldn't carry on
You said goodbye
And with it I went along...

Looking back
I might've stopped you,
Looking back
I might've been able to save you,
Looking back
You showed all the signs
Of someone who couldn't cope with life any more
And you finally crossed the line.

You made sure
You wouldn't live
For you to come back
What I wouldn't give...

To jump off a cliff
Into the icy waters below
I couldn't believe my eyes
As I watched you go...

Plummeting down and down
I could see you were screaming
But I couldn't hear a sound
Until you cracked your head
On a rock in the sea
That was when I knew
You were definitely dead.

I couldn't move
I was frozen to the spot
I went shivery
And then I went hot.

People came
They tried to usher me away
But I didn't want to
All I wanted to do was stay.

I couldn't believe
That my dad
Had done something so stupid,
Something so mad.

There was no one there
To comfort me
There was no one there
To cuddle me,

There was no one there
To show they care
There was no one there for me
No one,
No one,
No one,
Everyone I knew
Was gone...

I lay awake at night
And still I couldn't cry
My mum and dad both dead
What I couldn't understand was why?

In the space of a year
My world was no more
My life was dead
So show me the door...

No friends,
No family,
I'm so lonely...
Goodbye everyone, because I guess from now on
It's just me.