my life is filled with deadly realistic illusions,
from the devil's death temptations,
telling me that dying is the only solution,
to free myself from the pain and emotions;
i know that it really is the only way,
and that no one is put on this earth to stay...
most of the time, i just want to past away;
i always try to figure out why my life is so long,
and if there is really a place i belong…
i always wonder how long i will live for,
and what i am still living for,
but i believe there is a reason,
besides all the pain and torture,
maybe i might have a future...