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feeling loved
i want to open up my heart for you
but still, i wont know what to do
no one has ever made me feel like this
i get butterflies whenever you give me that tender kiss
you give me all your love
2 some1 special
i know sometimes i annoy and get you mad
but my only intension is to see you glad
i still remember the first day i seen you smile
i barely knew you, but seeing that was worth wild
a lil bout me
The way i care for you will not decline
i care so much, i would put my life on the line
i hate seeing the ones i care for cry or be sad
not being able to help makes me crazy and mad
Struggling
Have mercy on me please,
I have fallen to my knees,
Going blind losing my sight,
Can’t go on with this fight…
Please let me free,
Free from this society,
Please let me free,
Is there a Future?!
my life is filled with deadly realistic illusions,
from the devil's death temptations,
telling me that dying is the only solution,
to free myself from the pain and emotions;
No Love
I always tried to show people love,
In return, I got push and shoves,
I even ignore the day things people say,
But it's a lot harder now, till this day,
I remember my hard days in school,
Precisely Free
Most precious things in the world are free,
Most people are just too blind to see,
The air,
The sky,
The sun,
The moon,
The stars,
The cloud,
The lighting,
The thunder,
The rain,
untitle
Two guys got into a fight,
Fists flying left and right,
Fighting in the middle of the street,
One is badly getting beat,
The loser is motionless and hurt,
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Reefer
Let’s get some green,
Smoke it like nicotine,
Break down the swisher,
Break down the reefer,
Let’s roll one with zigzag,
Break down another bag,
Make sure it’s rolled tight,
Catch and Release
The beautiful lake is gleaming,
people are eating, playing, and fishing,
Connect the two piece ugly stick,
Tie on a green spinner bait,
Wheel in slow, no time to wait...
Helpless
Wake up nine in the morning,
Moms on her bed moaning,
Her medication pills all scatter,
She is motionless,
You feel hopeless,
You are helpless...
Her lips are moving,
Moving On
(In the past)
“Pack all your belongings by tonight,
We are leaving at midnight.”
“Say good bye to all your buddies,
Say good bye to your old memories.”
(At present)
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Telescopes
I took a look inside,
I see myself wealthy,
My body healthy,
I live in a mansion,
My own corporation,
I took a look inside,
I see my beautiful wife,
Two babies in my life,
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Are you Blind?
Are you blind?
I am right here,
Been here for years…
Can’t you help wipe my tears?
Are you blind?
You did something horrible,
Something never to be told,
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I am Unknown
My whole body is deforming,
I am a lunatic,
My mind is blind,
I am an alcoholic,
My livers are one of a kind,
I am a smoker,
My lungs are getting darker,
I am a friend of darkness,