Hundreds of lines dug deep in my arm
A bowl in my face
A joint in my mouth
Puffs of smoke above my head
Tar in my lungs
Tears running down my face
Black clothing my body
Black eye shadow covering my eyes
My faith drained
My virginity lost
Vodka in my water bottle
Crack up in my nose
Knives under my bed
Lighter in my pocket
Condoms in my wallet
Ladder outside my window
This would be me with out you!