To the bitch,

to the whore,

to the girl I adore....

to the clean,

to the loved,

to the misunderstood...

Hey you! My sweet,

Mary to my Bo Peep.

Yes you! I write,

Hail to me

and hold my hand,

leave yourself behind.

Close your eyes

and trust in me,

see me in your blind.

Feel my hand,

gripping yours,

tickling your palm.

I feel connected,

by all the world,

and all the powers today,

connections connecting connected,

One connection to one person,

I feel it and see it,

and now realize,

I want to let it go,

I want these things

crowding my mind, and

causing me pain to leave.

I want a free mind,

to escape,

where no one can find me,

my place, my hideout,

My eyes closed,

suddenly, withouth warning...

I saw you,

and that house you lived in,

Between the trees,

tall grasses rising,

an ominous fog surrounding,

Mock and snicker,

insult me as you will,

Stand tall and bitter!,

I'll show you no thrill,

Dancing and singing,

I see you while spinning!

Head splitting! EARS RINGING!

Cry out!

Cry out into the night,

let your whimpers reach my ears,

as I lay in my bed ignorant of your struggles.

Cry out into the night,

and let me take joy in your anguish,

Disgust for the lust,

of your evil stare,

Still wanting your taunting,

your company I dare.

My love ignored,

just leave and flee,

This other, oh brother,

compare him to me.

My body paralyzed,

breathing, eye's closed, asleep...

In the pitch black and unwatched,

breeds a mind unchained, adventurous.

Let me go,

These worlds far from fiction,

A tormented soul,

relaxing in dreams,

stalked by obsession,

tearing apart at the seams.

So far from satisfaction,

all hope receding,

a pointless attraction,

Contentess consumes me,

when my walls are taken down,

a haze of unclarity,

darkens everything that surrounds.

My thoughts are hidden,

too far away it seems,