Why does one, harbor
Such hate, resentments
Does not bring closer, to ones' own contentment
Difficult, it is, to forgive and forget
Peace, be found, erase those regrets?

*** Wrote this to someone special from past relationship of five years ago***Need to rekindle or need to let go...

Many months, and years
Have torn, our love apart

***Going through some self realization and discovering my authentic self***

With each page, turned in book, just, been read
Feeling that spiritually, soul, been misled

Theres' mystery, magic,
Permeating, the air
Lonely hearts, escape
From doubt, and despair

Familiar, those feelings
These paths, perhaps, crossed
Time spent, in hurts' healing

In memory of my (ex) father-in-law that passed away over the week-end and I loved and miss dearly. RIP Jim

Lively,
But, gentle
Lived, the spirit
Within this man

Nor,
Was he

Is there love, to be sought
Emotions, feelings, can't be bought
Something mystical, yet to endure
Find an answer, or magic cure?

Tempting, can a body thirst
Desire, longing, not a curse

No, its not Spring yet, but its right around the corner :)

Spring, the signs, are everywhere
Winters' past, no chance of freeze
Butterfly wings, flutter through air

WHY, CAN'T BE THE BEST?
WHY, CAN'T BE HAPPY, WITH LESS?
WHY, CAN'T, HAVE FAITH AND HOPE?
WHY, CAN'T, FIND WAYS TO COPE?

WHY, CAN'T, BELIEVE, IN ME?
WHY, CAN'T, SET, HEART FREE?

Hush, but listen
To whispers of silence
Journeys', set to begin
Escape, worries, fears, violence
Feel peace, seek joy within

Be still, for truly miss, voice
Beckoned with each call

Not just on Valentines' Day
Try to find those words, to say
In you, have found, my happiness
No fear, distress, most, truly blessed

Roses, chocolates, fuzzy bear
Can't compare

Captured, was our lonliness
Lost, in in anothers' eyes
Quietness, a emptiness
For, reasons, can't deny

Can't fight, the feelings
Too powerful, yet strong
Time, sought in healing

(This is dedicated to all the truckers out there, and specifically to one special one that I happen to know)

Rolling, down that lonesome road
Texas bound, with another load

Is my mind, playing tricks again?
Lame excuses, never, end
Devil, seems to be my friend
Love eludes me, never win

Can't recall, moments like this
Thirst, a longing, steal, your kiss

Obstacles, challenges
Lifes' puzzle, a maze
Grounded, in fear
Mentally, dazed

Gone, seem, the days
Spirit, broken
Listening, for answers
Purpose, unspoken

Woman inside,

Its time, to say blessing,
On this day, of Thanksgiving
Turkey, is ready
Feast, is beginning.

But,
There, is noone to share
In this meal, with me
So, I'll, give, my thanks