Starting over seems
Beginning a new
Releasing dreams
Never came true

Dark of past
Sorrows wake
Tears alas
Time dissipates

Coming strength
Dark recedes
Sorrows length

Silent scream
Goes unheard
Dark convenes
Goes undetered

Deepest pain
Lowest sorrows
Cannot explain
Kill tomorrows

Useless trying
Difference unseen
Only dying
Final need...

Echoes of

Laughter was

Faces and smiles

The past compiles

Today alone

In deep memory

No longer own

What use to be

Living empty

Existing just

Meaning's left me

Breathe for living
Red the blood
Feelings giving
Verses flood

Words of silence
Speak from soul
Of heart’s reliance
Verses flow

Sorrows bleeding
Thoughts reveal
Deepest feeling

Languish in gardens

Of silent repose

Desperate bargains

Darkeness bestows

Clamor of irons

Shackles the soul

Reduced to carrion

Darkness erodes

Blighted chastised

Darkness whispers
Sorrow cries
Past remembers
Tomorrow dies

Sleep eternal
Peace defined
Living journal
Souls design

Captured feelings
Thoughts conveyed
Mental confining

Words can travel
But so far
Soon unravel
Brief they are
Vast the spaces
Distance loom
Real love graces
Half-ones doom
Touched so deeply
Held so close
Spans completely
Distance pose

Waves washing
Over me
Past gushing
The memories

Crashing relentless
Swirling round
Desperate helpless
Slowly drown

Tidal conscience
Raging high
Flashback trounces
Deeper die

Running silent fast
From shadows ended
Pursuing what past
Had never intended

Through fading dreams
Entangled in regret
Surge the memories
Thresholds of forget

Reaching dark summit

Past denial
Near accept
The suicidal
Feelings kept

Never knowing
Or understood
Depression flowing
No one could

Even dormant
Dark pervades
Killing moments
Depression bades

Consternation
Deepening
For the reasons
Much to bleed

Desecration
Dreams conformed
Predication
Convictions stormed

Surreal visions
Contemplate
Dark derision
Sealing fate...

Running deep
Fearful reveal
Vehement keep
Forever conceal

Turn another
Disguising shrewd
Reprisal discover
Never allude

Face inside
Vulnerable so
Desperately hide

Silence does capture
Silence may deceive
Tainted moments after
Damning to bereave

Silence conspires
Silence annuls
Relentless viers
Muting the soul

Silence epitome

Not of mine
For the taking
Precious time
The consecrating

Purpose being
Soul's respite
Blind for seeing
Sacred rite

Believe accept
Power unseen
Love protect

Comes the morning early dawn

Waking with the rising sun

Weary of yet another day

Come what troubles as they may

Find the mask to hide behind

Ignore the pain refuse to feel