I have had a hard time accepting things about myself. I don't think I am ready to accept that I am bisexual. I think to myself..well maybe Ii can just like boys like normal girls out there. Maybe I can keep it a secret and never tell. Well I have to accept. I came out to my best friend. She didn't bring it up and I love her so much for that. I think she knew. Something in my heart tells me she knew or figured. I also came out to my ex boyfriend. He does not talk about it and I thank him for that. He did question it and basically make fun of me. So this is what I have to say:

Why do I have to question my feelings
why can't I be normal
when you make fun of me we become distant
it makes me hate you for not believing me and not taking it for real
that hurt me
you should be mature like my other friend and take it like life
this is happening to meaning to me and you are rejecting me
I haven't told my other friends but I trust and love them
I have to come out it is eating me alive.

Finding out that you are bisexual is hard. The fact that some time in life someone will make fun of you and bully you because you like both male and female. It is tough and it hurts but it is apart of me now and I have to accept it when not the whole world will. Its who I am and I love myself.