You said you loved me
it made me smile
you said you cared
I believed the lie

In looking back
I can clearly see
that in every way
you simply used me

you used me for friendship

I gave my heart I gave my mind
this love was real but truly blind
I gave my body I gave my soul
our passion true, my heart felt whole

I gave to him because I cared

I hurt someone that is so dear
I’m reeling from the pain
I didn’t mean the things I said
My tears pour like the rain

I must learn to hold my thoughts
Until they become more clear

I feel so weak and completely helpless
I don't have the words to let you know
how much I care and love you deeply
just want to see you learn and grow

This time is hard, your path must change

Even when I feel so weak
That I can barely stand
I must find the strength to walk
With nobody holding my hand

Even when my heart feels empty
Full of shame and sorrow

Pictures of you holding her and gazing in her eyes
Breaks my heart to pieces and something in me dies

Pictures of you strolling with her slowly hand in hand

I want to have you all to myself
Wish I did not have to share
I understand that this cannot be
No matter how much we care

We have a unique situation
A love that is real and secure

What do you call it when two souls unite?
Despite the conditions
Real love they can’t fight

Lost in a world created by two
Where passion is real
And feelings are new

A piece of my heart has been kept in hiding
Afraid of being revealed
What would happen if it was discovered?
Touched and magically healed

I didn’t believe it could actually happen

The world is a broken place
Overcome by hate and greed
People fight and kill for power
Forgetting love is what we need

Our country is a broken system
Started with many noble goals

Stolen moments, won’t ever forget
The way that I felt the first time that we met
I gazed in your eyes and that’s all it took
You stole my heart with that very first look

What do I do?
Where do I go?
Who should I be with?
I need to know

I long for freedom
A sense of peace
Need to feel loved
Some kind of release

Crave some direction
Some sort of a plan

I think I may have reached a moment
Where my heart is full and sure
I’ve revealed my inner secrets
To a friend that might endure

I’ve been so scared and careful

I thought he was a distant memory
I found the strength to say goodbye
So surprised to hear his voice
So many questions, wondering why

His words began with hesitation

Lost in a cloud of sorrow
Heart surrounded by searing pain
Hard to breathe, to feel, to think
Sure my mind is going insane

Feeling completely alone in the world