What it isn't anymore is mine
it isn't mine to carry to hold to break over
What it isn't anymore is simple
it isn't I love, you don't, I want
What it isn't anymore is present
it isn't a daily call, a bi-weekly fuck, a constant thought
What it isn't anymore is wanted
it isn't please or please God or if I
What it isn't anymore is pleasant
it isn't a thought of activity shared dreams brokered
What it isn't anymore is real
it isn't anything but a figment an ego bruise a what if
What it isn't anymore is my business
it isn't yours and mine or ours but hers

What it is is over
What it is is past
What it is is painful
What it is is loss
What it is is grieving
What it is is normal
What it is is my best friend
What it is is my other best friend
What it is is moving on
What it is is... wait for it... God I hate it but its true... a growth opportunity
What it is is mine not yours and not shared