You came back now
and so did the fear

I feel more than your heart
whenever your near

There's also this feeling
I can't quite describe

It tears me in two
and compels me to hide

I've vowed to love freely
and give you my soul

But my head is the problem
and it's infinite hole

The deep dark abyss
that echoes the past

I swore I shredded that list
but the feelings just last

Forgiving sounds ideal
and love will always find a way

But waiting for these wounds to heal
gets harder day by day