I just want to know what you want me to be
What you expect and want from me
How often I’ve said in weariness of mind
When shall you leave your heartless feelings behind
I didn’t get a chance to say I love you
All I know is now I really need you
Your love is something I am always craving for
Your feelings for me are perhaps too sour
You never bother to listen to all that I have to say
Whenever you see me you just turn away
At times I feel you don’t even recognize my face
Just think how you would feel if you were in my place
Everything has always been up to you
To you I have always been so true
I gaze on the spots where together we played
But now from you only hatred is displayed
Our innocent pastimes are fresh in my mind
The toys and the games of the same kind
Regretfully I tell you how I fell
Of wounds that time has to heel
I’ll tell you of the pain I feel and all
And then your icy words you shall recall
The things you did made my heart bleed
Comfort me and give me all that I need
Alone I face the cold, the cold thing you do
I need your love to help me deal with you
As those who seek pleasure often do
Upon the altar where you worship you
Justice would demand you to be fool
You are far more ignorant than cruel
I just wonder will I ever be able to rise
Stand up and look straight into your eyes
I think about you most of everyday
In this cell where I am locked away
Where no one hears my song, I sing to you
And love no harrowing can hide from view
I am just searching for love in your hatred
No matter how long the chain of tears I shed