I AM NOT READY TO LOVE YOU

go away, I pray to you, leave me alone
cause the feelings that I get are not my own
These feelings simply happen to arise in the heart
I don't understand them, I want to keep them apart
I don't want to surrender to your unfamiliar skies
To your innocent look and jet-like dreamy eyes,
I don't want to feel the way I do
Because I am not ready to love you

All I am asking for is your patience
Can't tell, I have my own reasons
I need time to search my soul
And the calmness of control
Sometimes the moments passed in a rush
And at times there was a sudden hush
for you know not what you do
so I am not ready to love you

i can make them real, the dreams i see
i don't need a man to complete me
I don't want to love and repent, I try to resist
I don't want to lose, I know I can't fight it
Don't pretend that everything's okay
love brings pain, they say
I have my own way, another point of view
And so I am not ready to love you