HELP ME CRY

I have been loved and hated
I have been preferred and discriminated
Shattered, I feel I am gonna fall
I shout but nobody hears me call
I am lost and too tired to try
I am all alone, help me cry
I am screaming, I am spinning around
But all my words they make no sound
I am all drowned in my fears
But there’s no sign of tears
My dreams are beyond the sky
Stay with me and help me cry
Every night I wake up screaming
Flashes of memory, so tantalizing
Moments too quick for me to grasp
Poisonous like a sting of wasp
I have this terrible pain, it’s not a lie
Give me a shoulder, help me cry
I am broken but the tears don’t come
I wish my eyes could have some
I feel so empty and heavy at heart
But why don’t the tear drops start
I’ve had enough, I want to fly
Hold me tight and help me cry