In your heart there are feelings you keep
Like water running cold and deep
There are secrets you hold,and don't let out
Feelings you never seem to talk about
The reasons that bring you to this place
Why that's not a true smile on your face
You order a double,coke with rum
As you sit hoping that the answers will come
You play but you don't really share
As you wish that you weren't really there
You'd rather be sitting happily at home
And that there was not reason to roam
You order another drink, as you deside to stay
At least until you drink the feelings away
Tomorrow you'll be sick from all the rum
And I know the answers won't have come
How I know and how I've come to see
The now you,use to be me