In the inconsistancy of my life
I have loved and hated being a wife
On the edge of insantity
I've been unsure of reality
In fustration,figuaring my mind
What is it I am trying to find
In the intense search of my soul inside
Is there something that I must hide
I've an overwhelming urge to scream
Is anything as it would seem
I may kill myself who can tell
what do I care if I go to hell
Insanity and reality what a thin line
Who's reality yours or mine
There is one consistancy in my head
A powerful wish to be dead
Desperation and depression I feel
What is in my mind,what is real
Contentment is not mine to find
If the confustion of my mind
Resentments seem to have taken place
As I sit here staring into open space
They wish to lock me up put me in a cell
What do I care if I go to hell