I was so young with so much to give,
Until the the doctor said six months to live
I couldn't believe it but he said for sure
I had waitted to long now there was no cure
Now as I look my life over I see
That I was my own worst enemy
Six months isn't long to undo the wrongs I've done
But maybe in that time I can undo at least one
I've broken every commandment in the holy book of laws
lord please forgive me for my sins and flaws
I have failed as a mother and at marriage twice
Now it's only fair that I should pay the price
Please let me find a love that is pure and true
Before I walk up them golden stair to you
What will happen to my children when I have gone
Who will teach them right from wrong
Who will hear their prayer and chase away their fears
Hear their jolly laughter and wipe away their tears
For the hurt I have caused i ask forgiveness please
Let me leave this world with my mind as ease
My hand has started shaking,the pain is getting worse
I feel myself weaken,will this be my last verse
My last words that I have to say
Don't let it be my children that have to pay
Please spare them from the live I have led
Let them think kindly of their mother,now dead