I loved him...
But I'm not sure if,
He loved me,
Or everything is just an 'if'.

He is the first,
To teach me some things,
Or there was something,
I just missed?

I want to know,
If there is still the feeling,
That want to grow,
Or the meaning of our times together.

I'm not sure IF he loves me anymore,
For I waited and waited and he didn't come.
I'm not sure IF he trust me like before,
IF there is some love left inside our hearts.

I don't think I will ever love again,
A love like the way I loved him.
My tears have felt like rain,
Just going down an endless drain.

IF everything is just an 'IF',
Just say so, so I would know
So my thoughts won't be adrift,
So my heart won't be at a lost.