Crying all alone
But not alone all the time
Time forgets me
Wishing I weren't at home
but the demons won't leave me alone
I can't see...myself
Any differently
My mind
Quietly reminds me of how lonely my heart beats
Against the rage that rapes me of my childhood dreams
And yesterday's inspirations
Polluted by my misery
Faded and washed away
Lost before tomorrow
And gone before today.