In the middle of the night,
I feel his hatred sear the air,
His rage calls to me,
Telling me to flee,
But I stay because only I, his love, would dare,
For to stand against him, is to fight.

Try as I may,
I will never be the same,
To live so long in horror and shame,
Bleeding upon the ground,
My destiny has been found,
Holding my inner demons at bay.

Perfect insanity plays behind my head,
I feel nothing beyond regret,
As they sing “Why do you shake and cry with fear?”
A small solitary thing escapes me, a single tear,
My mind is now eclipsed with dread.

White is now red,
A broken river once so pure,
Maybe one day, too late, they’ll find a cure,
As my veins now flow upon the floor,
Echoing around me is the sound of my flesh as it tore,
Now all I leave behind is a dripping body of the dead.

Suicide is nothing but an escape,
Suicide is something we should all hate,
Feel regret when you slash your wrist,
Take a stand and make a fist,
Fuck the world, scream it all out,
Put the gun down, throw away the knife,
Let one thing cross your mind, feel all that inner doubt,
Cry your heart out; let it bleed, for this is life,
Not only for you but also for me,
Come on, baby, help me screw with fate.

Lucifer stands off to the side,
Riding the tidal waves in my mind’s eye,
He remembers what its like,
To fall from grace,
Then again he claims to have been pushed by Mike,
The Golden boy with the gentle face,
Now the Devil who controls your fate.