the music in me

endless,restless humming
echoing sounds of broken strings
notes from the piano's black keys
this is the music in me...

love sing to me a sad song
my heart is in pain with each refrain
the melody so cold and empty
this is the music in me...

i sit here in deep reverie
as the orchestra plays for me
only for me, the bitterest hums
only for me, the loneliest ones...

pretty lines of tear-stained story
a masterpiece of mournful symphony
of sunsets,of goodbyes,of endings
this is what life made me sing...

as the violin resounds once again
another deep scar opens
and i sat...and listen...and feel
the nothingness i' m feeling still.

_zai03_