Crash-Test

It was only a moment ago
We made a promise
We created a home

I do believe - it was just a moment ago
That the future became bright and clear
That happiness finally lifted me up

It all happened so fast
Every day made me love You more
Every smile you gave to me
Made me feel so lucky

- I really do believe
It was only a short moment ago
That, “I love you” was no longer words enough
To describe what happened inside me
When you held me close

Maybe it was yesterday
- or maybe the day before
When someone stole our dreams
Something broke down our home
Someone stole our promises to each other
And broke down the wall of trust

Now I cannot find the way to go
I feel like I am fighting
a battle against reality
Not willing to let go, of what felt so right
Trying to understand
-Why we failed to protect it
-How come, we could let it slip away

I keep forgetting the last few days
So close to calling you up, just to hear your voice
- To ask about your day, and remind you that I love you
When I close my eyes and think of you,
I can still sense the feeling you made inside of me

And now, I cannot go to sleep
Cause I am afraid,
- Tomorrow will bring another day
Cause now I am afraid
-That tomorrow my eyes will open again,
and make me realize, that I am not able to bring it all back.